Wish

You loved me
I felt it
but didn't allow you to know
that I felt it
just because,
one thing.....
why
why did I care that much
about that 
only one direct answer
You were everything
everything to me 
loved you 
more than everything
I
loved to see you happily forever
than
seeing you happily for a while
but,
It was hard
yes, too much to my heart
could do it 
only for a year 
now.....
now I can't control myself
always wish
to be yours
to be only yours
please..... 
will you tell me
does it mean that
I don't love you 
as I did earlier
tell me....please...